Round 4 and the Many friends who are on My Side

I have been blogging now for three and a half years, in this time I have blogged for a cause that not only I but many of my fellow bloggers are fighting for, JUSTICE. In England there has been a great INJUSTICE toward a little girl of three years old. The little girl died and those involved have never been brought to trial. Recently due to circumstances, my fellow bloggers, who I include as my friends have discovered I have cancer. I cannot begin to tell you the outpouring of love that has now been posted on forums and well wishers praying for my speedy recovery. I have thanked them with words, but the words do not seem enough. I know they are good people, anyone who cares so much about this one child and who have fought to see those responsible brought to trial sometimes amazes even me. Wednesday I have my fourth session of chemo. I am concerned becuse the pain in the area where the cancer is now living is rather painful and I have had to resort to taking morphine. I am strong but the pain is becoming constant and yes I am concerned that possibly the chemo is not working. I had a blood test last treatment but will not have the results until Wednesday, this blood test was a 'BIG ONE' whatever that means. I am also very worried about my dear friend Chati, you may remember I told you about her, we were diagnosed around the same time...Chati is suffering and has constant bone pain...she cries because she cannot even look after her seven year old daughter. Chati and I have the same Oncologist and I will ask for advice about her on Wednesday to see if there is someway I can help . I send my love and prayers to each and everyone of you. Take care Dani xxxx
Vero threw a punch at your cancer.
Kathy sent you a prayer.
4 people sent you a hug.
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And I send my love and prayer and fight back to you. I too am having some pain in my ribs and worry that this chemo drug isn't work. But my pain is easing and it wasn't so bad that I had to take morphine although I do have the prescription at the ready. I pray for you. I pray that God will ease your pain, as He did for me when I prayed. God bless you and keep you. Love Hugs and Kisses from San Antonio, Texas, USA
Hello Missangeep, I guess the problem is also this time it is different, before the cancer was removed and I had chemo...this time the Cancer is there , inside me, they cannot operate. I feel like I am a shiny red apple on the outside but inside the rot of a bruised apple is eating away at me. I wish, hope and pray for you also and all the warriors on this forum.
Many thanks Gail Dani xx
Hi Dani, I will keep praying for you and I will pray for Chati as well. I'm sorry to hear about the pain, I hope that it will go away or at least ease up some, take care of yourself and get plenty of rest, lots of hugs and prayers, Eli
Dani You have always remained in my prayers. I pray for every member on this forum. I pray the Lord will enable researchers to find a cure for this horrid and evil disease. May the Good Lord send his host of angels to surround you and provide constant protection and care. God bless you and all the other dear members who visit this wonderful site.
hi love. if you can send me a photo, here's my email: ssaaty21236 @ hotmail. I already told you how I feel about you, you were so sweet to me when I came here, always the first or one of the first people to reach out to me. You have been a comfort to many and a great advocate for every person in need of any kind of support. Thanks for laughing at my jokes. You help to keep my ego intact! You are beautiful. I pray your pain will ease, that the chemo will not take away your spirit. xoxo, Debbie
Dani, Hugs and big PRAYERS right back at you! I am sorry that the pain feels worse and you are having to take morphine. I got myself off ALL pain meds last year in November and I was so proud of myself. But let me tell you I was not able to walk more than a few feet without horrible pain, I could not stand up straight, and I could not sit like a normal human being without making a horrible face of pain. My oncologist was really upset with me as my fear was being dependent on the morphine. He kept telling me that the only way our bodies can heal is if there is a decrease in money. Please take the meds and try not to put negative thoughts in your mind that the treatment is not working! Every time you think a negative thought tell yourself three positive things that will help you fight the negative thoughts. You are so kind to be worried about your friend that is dealing with pain. Melinda
Dani, you proove once again what I think all of us here suspected already: you are a very special, brave, caring human being. Fighting for other people's rights takes courage and energy. Even with cancer you still keep up having those. I am so sorry about the pain. I don't know the details, but I can surely give you the advise that works for me. Heat. Really. I have electric heating pads, hot water bottles, warmers, and disposable heating pads. Those new ones with the rocks that activate with air and give warmth for up to 8 or 12 hours work great. I peel them off and apply them to the areas where I'm in most pain, and they really help out in combination with the pain killers. Hope your friend gets relief also. Best of wishes, sending you lots of positive energy. Hugs! Vero
I was so glad to see that you are blogging again, I think about you a lot and send love and prayers. Know that I am sending hugs, I hope you can feel the warmth from all of us. Kristie
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Breast Cancer

Invasive Lobular Carcinoma Metastic Breast Cancer

November 28, 2008

Stage 4

No

Tamoxifen

Losing my strength and I am angry at how weak I now feel.

That it touches everyone,young and old.

Keep searching for a cure. Its out there...

For me there is only Chemo.

Side effects of some are harsh. They are all we have.

Stomach and Colon

Support and Love, they are giving me both.

Every treatment ,just think this is one less.

Everyone is different and this blog helps a LOT.

Two major surgery within six months.

Chemo burnt a hole in my colon, so needed more surgery

No radiation.

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